One million steps forward
Two freaking million backward
All Hardliner seems to be doing these days
Is wading through her heavy shit
She is overwhelmed with all the self awareness up in her dome
Which by the way has catapulted her no further than her big toe
Sure she has acknowledged her damaged inner child – Sweet Chile Continue reading
This little light of mine
I’m gonna let it shine
This little light of mine
I’m gonna let it shine
Hardliner is born again
Giving thanks and praise at the Holy Mt. Zion
Soul revival – love thy self – living life in the light of
Christ in whose name all things are possible
So that I can evolve into the budda-seer I was born to be
Rock of Ages Episcopal Church – halleluyur! Continue reading
Ego is a bitch
But at least Hardliner knows where she stands with her
Dayum irascible – opinionated – and vain as hell
But sista knows where she stands with her
Hardliner fidgets – fighting apology swelling within her
Lawd knows she don’t like to crawl
It sets her teeth on edge
“Apology accepted babygirl” Continue reading
The knowing simply is
The one constant that Hardliner cannot
Change – ignore – deny – invalidate
She knew eventually that she would have
To come crawling back to the Irates
Crawling back to the knowing
And she thought that she was being too hardcore
On the matter of her perceived injustices
But in the end as she knows – she aint just anyone
So now what? Continue reading
No one said that life after serving time
In the Matrix of Spiritual Retardation
Would be all Disney like – living that happily
Ever after – forever and ever – and ever – ever – ever?
But dayum can she just hang with Snow White
And her crew for a little while
Before the sheeeeet piles on her happy ass
Hardliner is just getting used to living on the outside
And the damn!@#* Continue reading
Hardliner stretches with a lazy – nonchalant flair
She has finally awoken from her coma to a glorious sunrise
Its light so serene
The crisp air is infused with
The summery fragrance of wildflowers
Damn – she half expects Snow White or one of her
Sista prissy friends like Sleeping Beauty
To come by singing to all the birdees and forest animals
In that virginal – saccharine – sweet Soprano voice
That makes her wanna slap somebody Continue reading
Hardliner is channeling the great Houdini
Like any endeavour in her life
This is one reeks excessive drama
Anyway how can one escape their life?
Escape the pallid world of normalcy
That is likely to suck her under like quick sand
The writing is on the wall for Hardliner
ESCAPE has got to come soon – real bitch-ass soon
If she could just figure a way to rid herself
Of the Morpheus trip her Irates glamoured –
Humph – vehglay her into takin Continue reading
When is the real Hardliner going to stand up?
When is she going to realise and accept her worth?
When is the sun going to shine on Pluto?
Dayum this shit is hard
It gets harder before it gets better
Her Irtes counter
But for Hardliner it just seems to be hard period Continue reading
Ok – Hardliner swallows
Truf pills are freaking bitter
But she’s diva enough to take it
She gats to at least take all her shit like a champion
Hardliner is house cleaning- so ordered by the Irates
And since it’s the dry season
The sweeping has saturated her dome with dust particles
Inspiring a sinus Irie blues dance party inside her nostrils
House cleaning is never pleasant
And Hardliner is a lazy chick
Sorting out the junk from the fine jewellery
Is painstakingly hard and monotonous
Yeah – she loves to complain –
So what – this shit is hard Continue reading
Hardliner’s world is different
There is no other word that she can use to describe it
She is trying to balance being a mother and a wife
And still be a bad-assed diva at the same time
Being able to balance means
Having to come to terms with the wifehood
The wifehood is not what it is cracked up to be
Little girls are basically robbed by that surreal dream
Of getting hitched in the white gown
Accompanied by the exchange of expensive rings Continue reading
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